Realize and MOVE ON
The minute that I try to convince a sensitive guy to believe me what I have said to him is TRUE is the minute that I realize that the player plays with me.
The player will go to another option and come back to you as nothing happens.
and he will try to convince you to believe that he is busy with work or something that matters to him but it not TRUE the truth is he is using you for his EGO to make himself feel like he is worth it and has someone value himself.
I try to make a sensitive guy believe that nothing wrong with me when I absent and not respond but the fact that I did it because I was busy with some other guy that I fall for him more than the sensitive guy and I come back to the sensitive guy because he has something that I want. (Something not loves)
I feel like I have to come back to him because I want something from him but I did not like him that much and he is not my type compare to the other guys.
why the guy leave you without notice for a day or 2 days and come back without any excuse and make it as nothing happened?
Because he goes to someone else who he is falling for and he knows that you will be there for him.
I just realize that the player loses interest in me and he is interested in someone else he not looking at my Instagram story and not liking my Instagram photos but he does it with some other girls.
He always active on Instagram but never talking or check my Instagram. I know that he chatting with other girls as I have seen on his friend's IG story that he always chats with someone on the phone most of the time.
Back to the very first day
our talk and conversation were real good and deep but after his absence, everything is going to hell and I am the only one who tries to make this relationship work for me.
we use to have a long talk and long conversation but it fades and we don't have those moments anymore he not help me with anything, everything he said just ordinary not the one who looks deep into you and trying to understand and help you.
Deep down I really need someone to talk to I'm so lonely and I really want someone who truly cares for me.
